Listen...

I'm still lab bound... the bday just passed & there's evil afoot..

20 is definately different... im truthfully noticing new problems, new ways to get it, and a newley discovered nack to innovate the lane i been harvesting since i guess 9...

"...Call me a son of a gun, more of a son of a knife/

so the older that i get the hotter cuts that I slice.../

through my lungs, like an inhaler, expand on vowels/

I can- an i'm -able on tracks to leave yo body devoured/

while im steady writing, soon run outta 70 sheets/

so i'll +add 26, then i can write on my street/......."

Niggas Ain't Forgot Me Yet!...

You want it Mufucka?.............................(Haha) http://www.zshare.net/download/59419267db8d410c

Niggas slowly but surely coming to ..............................................(sleep on niggas, you know?)

I'm no "HeMan Woman hater"

Only reason I go hard on chicks about all things respect, and relationship oriented is because of the amount of shit (truthful as it may be) that I hear in reference to dog ass niggas & their tendencies, but im constantly confronted with brauds that either knowingly be on bullshit, or think that the shit they be on (lying, being sneaky, childish...) is gone actually fly with niggas thats real... though i know 1st hand that if they'd put the only work in that niggas require (proving that you at least more trustworthy than not & in fact not a strag) then in the event that you find one of us (speaking on behalf of real niggas comfortable with themselves worldwide) he gone treat you not only like "his" bitch... but "that bitch" (I assume by then you'd know what he be on as a man) so you'll know that as long as you can maintain that steez, you'll never be hard pressed to find some good D.o.D (as yall would put it) that won't eventually make you look like, or feel like a hoe. He put work in & can hit right & can't front on you cuz you already done killed whatever tangible doubt a nigga can have... (thus making it easier to "treat"/drop a nigga that'll strag on you, because he'd have no reasonable reason) so don't cry about it, if you ain't really on shit. You'll be damned to fuck with clowns or be starting over for the rest of your life (just getting fucked & worrying bout giving it up... till you give up) you gotta take the reigns at some point... Cuz no real nigga wanna save you. (fuck a damsel in distress) You strong right?...You gotta rise to the occasion (& that hero protection from him is inevitable)

Gimme got Shot...

I just need a queen, I just need a queen... instead of Hahkbeem selling me a fucking dream/...something really lean, cut the remy and the yaki... Barbie be half bison before I take her out the wrapping/ Cheshire cat smile with rascally weasel tricks, but bitches ain't shit... but Bitches ain't shit!.../ & bitches ain't ships so why would I Christen lips? it's bom voyage bitch you suck another pirate dick/see he in this game for the gouey... I'm in it for the booty, the swag, not the Louis, the Gucci, or what's groupie/ see cuz I can do it ruthlessly, right there where ya tooth be & let the top drop back on ya scheme & call it mutany/ or I can silent killer nigga hit em' with that woopty, hit em' like a hoopty... 80 in a 20/ get some slapped like it's 80 when they mixed it down to 20/ still hit em' with that dougie, some parts of this glitch is fresh... hear a #youthefuckingbest then on to the next... but momma don't be vexed you know it's just coming from the stress... it's fictitious my lil biscuit, look I'm laying right next

The Interpretation...

Been coming to the realization that a whole lot of real is fading/
all these busters & Babs bunny...(no relation)/
hopping from situation to more fucked up situation /
no changing like 1horse town radio station/
so i sit back...tryna figure out y is this, that?/shit, shat.....
so whys the remnince of the stinch still impact/(pissed jack...)
i told jill...some of us tryna face fact...?
but non of us peelin back the double standards in dis bitch black/
see bitches is chickens but these tricks is really dogs, scrap/
& Niggas is bitches but these dogs be tryna cat nap/
now bein lazy dog & tryn for pussy is the map mack/
while niggas think they map Mack, they just @ square 1 back/
see gals copy guys @ every tatic that we unwrap/
sooner or later becomes...another femme fun fact/
don't get wrong i ain't preachin' im jus tryna fully clothe that
bum rap that niggas & sisters give & get back.................................................................comments?

Yo" gets Inked...

Self Explanatory... but...
(me & my homegurl A.Lee went to Aurora, i got kushed and finally took the pludge... w/ sum ink based off of a drop from me & my parteners clothing line...a Walking Canvas tatt to begin my personal mobile- art)
{as she photoged}

Da sketch...

Ow! (really i was jus bracing 4 da pain

when it was really hurtin niggas maned up)

Sweatin'

(regretting having smoked)

(takeOver plays...) iont think it was a coincidence...

Twittin' (b4 he even done)

NE.....gone

J's (Ha Haaaa)

if u niggas only knew...

So dis is da infamous greasy spoon of da hood.........

right off 95th & the Dan Ryan what used to be known as JJ's Top Dog (yall might now know it as Maxwell's)
Tho they've always been perveyors of the "Maxwell Street Polish" J's has had a number of names (JJ's, Jims Originals, Maxwells...) but i still refer to it as J's...
Wit dere infamous $1.75 hamburger w/ fries (gotta be killin niggas) all but this sign is wats left of the signage from when i was a shorty so... kinda significant

SoX box

Hit da baseball game a few days ago wit da nigga who run dat Only4dareal.com shit & da OG... jus a few to's.

USC Camera Phones dont zoom dis deep...We was pretty close

In da end he made da news (the 10ths tribune page 5) and id walked to da car wit no shoes.

They Can Be Great...or They can degrate...or Even worse They can teach Hate

coming soon...


today

Just Pay_Mixtape- "100%"

A day late but no dollars short, it's the long-awaited release from none other than Just Pay, titled 100%. The mixtape has a slew of decent ass jawns on there from club to conscious to life to stuntin and back again. With features from Myself, Keyzo, Rose Bro, iD, & Fee and production from M-XL, 13, Brand-New, and a few well warranted industry jacks, this release is sure to please. After you're done with this one be on the lookout for The Young Thriller coming in August.
Hit this link up http://www.zshare.net/download/62252335c0576a9f/ for the download.
Let me know what you think at Twitter.com/ItsJustPay

& dis Sumthin Worth Bein Apart Of...

last few weeks been decent but i need to turn it up...
when niggas look back over da past month i realize i done did alotta livin...
gained, lossed, & tossed

>Been makin moves wit da line (only shit dats worth it takes time/ actual effort...smirk) hopefully we'll be ready for dis drop in JUly.
>Took on new responsibility...........................crib?
>Got a J.O. (gettin another)
>Put the cleets deep in da dirt on dis music shit...my nigga Just Pay got his newest drop "100%" comin out in July, and da other day inspiration hit jut in time after i learned some new Pro Tools tricks and i made sumwhere around 7 tracks (so backed up im still rappin shit from months ago & a few Gems from a couple yrs ago, hopefully i get to tellin yall about da summer b4 its over.)
>& Thinkin bout gettin a GF...yeah, lifes short and brauds may not never get it (disappointment is a strange reality but its inevitable) so fuck da veil of pessimisim niggas c from me, niggas is livin 4 da day cuz strags gone be them & they dont seem to comprehend how abrasive their personality is to people who only see da innocense of a braud but the actions of a harlet (scarlet letter B for Bussa and keep it movin) no hard feelins dats jus how it is and dats accepted, but jus know (for my niggas who cant put it as eloquently as i) dats y chicks is treated like dey reduced to da worth of they crotch :'( sowwy... but dats yo unspoken lifestyle choice. Cut it out early enough & u'll get wats comin. Least i'll have license to kill da next 1 caught "straggin" (afterwards i'll let er know "No Hard Feelins")
+ alotta randoms been checkin on me 4 sum reason (imma fall back 4 a min tho...i Got work to do...its B.O.P. 4real not jus cuz "Girrls Luv Initails"
>oh and i got a Twitter...
...UNO

Word To Da Dub^

Do "People" Really Know Only What U Want Em' To?

& here u go...

So... imma start wit this...
Brauds straggin behind a veil is useless
bitches already got the upper hand in this century...niggas got dicks... (no homo) a sensitive piece of tissue dat heffers can entice...
and considerin wat any and all types of relationships have been reduced to nowadays...it aint shit to be on sum real shit wit niggas dat got sum shit in order...

IOnt think most bitches have ever thought about it like dis... MF's can make it so dat when 2 MF's is talkin, u can be open enough (sum would call it brutal but...) so dat a nigga know u talkin to other ninjas, and shit wont retain any more seriousness until neither of the two parties are actively in other MF's faces...(wit da perameter set dat until u have virtually no reason to suspect straggin u aint really gone be on shit wit a nigg) (or vice versa?)

Suspicion Ignored?
naww u bout right da 1st time, MF's tell on themselves more often then not (niggas got dat bad) but the large misconception is dat bitches dont...
"My Friend"....#1 & most clechet' indicator of another nigga a chick fuckin wit...
-look...yo friend got a name, (as well as a title in yo life) and just like o's do wit niggas, tom bout "i know iont know em' im jus askin" riiiiiiiiiiiight

"Vagueness..." conversations, actions, texts (sigh...straggs gone act accordingly "Word to STRAG SATURDAY")
-talkin low on da phone when u wit a nigga, makin sure u dont say much,or @ least nuthin incriminating, 1 word answers, non-descriptive internet ish (status's, blog posts etc.)
ALL OF IT IS SUM TOON SHIT... IF U A PLAYA (& or not a bustdown)...U CAN SAY WAT U WANT AND STILL SAVE FACE + fuk wit who u want....P.O.L.O

"EMO"... The trumpCard.
-sum niggas/bitches, have no integrity...or pride (no homo..."ha") and dey wont hesitate to over-react or get emoTIONal on you...dats fine...... i mean dont get me wrong, its still some shit... but dat shit means much of nuthin to me. Considerin' da shit i've seen in my years... tears is like
what to me......
(yea i may give sum shit a second thought dependin' on how convincin' a MF is, but it wont change much of nuthin to be honest... bullshit is indeed decernable from bitches)

Keep in mind dem games and deciepts u concoct 4 a ninja, do have reprecussions... and u never know wat yo (i guess) opponent got to "Marco" u wit...
(Disclaimer/Lame Retardent: dis is not a handbook of shit 4u to try-n keep in mind as u strag... cuz if u do the opposite of dese things...u'd cease to be a buss or toon)
t.b.c

Mmm...

"when reasons become excessive ...they become excuses...& possibly even lies" -Ayo

Like a Bozo...Hella Homo

aiight so...imma quote my self from a minute ago ( when niggas was still fillin' out shit on dey FB profile) "niggas incenuate dey important but, in real life...(niggas be havin JOBS!) so in my "search" my bud a.lee hit me wit da science dat American Apparel is hirin' up north.....now..... i know wat dat is only from da clothin' biz...(ninjas coppin wholesale AA jonts & printin on em') so im under the impression dat da store is under da "plain clothing for loungin' yuppies" act... not a terrible place to work...might come up a handful of stains wit sum rockable shit 'for da low'...but NO. dey move da open interviews i'd been tol about, from da Park, into da store...i walk in & am like ..............................O............................ ok uh, shiiiiiit i done slid all da way up here i guess. its like a hipster H&M but...workable (pause) but...den im confronted wit da emo, homo, metro, crowd.........."aiight, i mean dis is Wicker Park so... wat should'nt i have expected. But never have i seen the concentrated "homo mix" i.ve jus been confronted with. & we're in close confines cuz da spot is small...WTF

Do "People" Really Know Only What U Want Em' To?

...to be continued

"U know hoes dese Lo's be"

So...life aint complicated...people are what make it so...the simplest of situations get blown out of proportion either by those lookin 4 gratification by some means of confrentation or by sheer lack of communication (a communication breakdown or an inablility to convey ideas) maturity and intelligence i guess, are the main factors in such a phenom...both of wwhich i try to consider and keep in check...

...and man joe...brauds be lame as hell...i try to keep it in check and in focus ...but ..........................im an asshole...(product of my environment) and its no way around it...either u avoid it or u drown in it, much like gettin some ass. Sometimes i go overboard (take a small conflict or annoyance and run wit it) other times shit supercool... sumthin like, iced mint leaves or one nem slighty melted slushie jump offs... but it takes sumthin 4 da bullshit to arrive... and if i catch it in time...i may jus check myself...but keep in mind that many (includin any misc. readers of this) dont like to hear or face truths about themselves...many of which my abrasive tude may magnify...but jus knkow that iont expect folks to stop there shortcomings...jus to refrain from imposing such stingy personality globlins on me...P.layas O.nly L.ive O.nce and i try-n show em' all dat u cannot game a handbook...
if i can feel comfortable treatin mufuckas nicely... i will...(no babysittin) & it aint hard

We can all stand to grow up a lil'...
(jus cuz u get da crumbs out yo eyes in da mirror dont mean u really look @ yo reflection niggas)

"Bout to Take Another Shower on my 25th hour"...

Crappy cameraphone pic.

Went to da N.E.R.D concert @ DePaul w/ da sis last night

after a little slick-pushin' mufuckas, i got us to dat (oo guurl i was sweat catchin...) distance from the stage (4 her sake) and enjoyed da performances as much as a sober Ayo could...

afterwards...ended up walkin around...strictly (dirtbag) starin' @ wat DePaul had to offer...(mmm)...gettin drunk... partyin wit da Mechicans' and eatin steak tacos @4am...made it back here @ about 5 sumthin (woke up yesterday @ roughly 5...sumthin (ha).......................24hrs.

the UnCool Dictionary: "Strilly"

"Strilly" (p. Strill-E)

A noun, derived from the root term STRAG. Primarily used as a descriptive term to indicate social standing/promiscuity (see- hoe or bussa)

Sentence: "Yeah joe...wats good wit them "Strillys?" they aint tom bout shit?"

-or-

"Hell naw, shortie ass a "strilly" tho joe so...it dont even matter"

"Stagnation"

So...i aint been postin much, because...well..."aint shit shakin"

but when u sit back & think...u may realize that alotta shit is'nt very concrete in life...

niggas change like da seasons, brauds shoulders start lookin' seasoned, and Family Matters only has so many seasons...(think about it tho)...

& so i bring this to u from a table with all the things that my life apparently has come to revolve around at this juncture...(u may wanna check wherever u toss your misc. belongings @ the end of yo long nights...im thinkin this'll tell u alot about u right about now)..."strillys"?

signed,

"WaTchuBeOn"

Wale' Concert Womitch

so...on 4/22/09...da ninja Wale' Folarin hits the Abbey Pub amongst a few other hometown artists and Colin Munroe for a small lil' concert jumpoff... Walking Canvas had official business & as far as i know it was like a wednsday & school was definately still in...

Im too much of nowhere from chicago when im @ school...so i come back to da crib as well as my mans P http://flightmanual.blogspot.com/ all da way from Carbondale. Da plan was to meet up wit da nigga BM and my sister b4 the show...get socibally sloshed...go to da concerto and take care of business da next day...

So...we meet up a lil tardily tho retrieve the befitting intoxicants...utilize dem jonts in the quaint little parking space we found up da street from the Pub...and then head to the venue...we kickin da Bobo's all da way to da door like it aint shit (cuz it wasnt) UNTIL....

We aint get in!..."We're @ compacity" is wat dey said..."damn...uh so...it aint no way we can get in?"..."well they might start letting people in again but right now, no"

So after some loitering & outside shmoozing niggas is bout to call it quits...we find a full unopened bottle of Bacardi, walk back to da car and drink then we get a text "Colin is playin Big Marcus' Piano Lessons Remix!"....we hit it to da door but the text was about 10 minutes old...& our night ends...

(i went to da Abbey Pub and all i got were dese friggin pictures...) shouts to da camerainmyhandman

Back wit the Summer Session

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^ so i've been grindin'... Walking Canvas is bubblin', i dropped some long awaited music & "a rollin stone gathers no MOSS"...inspiration being the mother of invention, im lookin forward to alot of inspire rite about now ;-) chicago still crazier den a bitch, as a matter of fact its exceedingly loco at dis point. The other day i was in the 60's wit my mans, his brother was @ dese chicks house & i went for the ride. We put a Blitzkreig in the air and cut on the "I Am" and as soon as we hit 64th we seen Blue & White lights like..."it's the laWS" i put out the green. We aint hear the exact address so we call my mans back 4 the coordinates, all the while still drivin... and what do we see two more squad cars on the adjacent corner to where we jus were..."bur?" So unfortunately...now we're hittin' blocks because we're tryna get proper navigation and we see the same sad site 2 more times within a 2-3block radius!..(we finally park and finish the herbals while coming to the realization that this is wat its comin' to 4 active crimes "police worthy" within an 8sq block radius of each other?) "Welcome home Ayo!" So yeah chicago has been thoroughly "recessed and as u can see wit stories like this D-evils got me seethru, but imma try-n keep the positive poppin wit that "never a dull moment" outlook, and make the moves befitting my goals etc. (smerk) sounds funny but im serious..salutations people (comment if u got it...)

Best, Regards...

the full tape is now available...for those who got the 1st half we have the 2nd half: "But Of Course..." http://www.zshare.net/download/59419024ede4461f/





& for the completely oblivious or late bloomin' mufuckas we have the whole joint: http://www.zshare.net/download/59419267db8d410c/

No 4/20 Post?

...it would'nt be right

happy belated...i aint do much but, it was substantial...

about 6 of dem thangs...5 for da "frenchkie"

Mo' Dro

Dis nigga Man...

Pt.1


Pt.2

Once again...i Fux wit Dro

HmWRK x Mickey Mouse Waffles

Cookin'...

Buone Appetiite...

Standards...

So... the other day, me and my nigga reece (or reece and i?...the 1st 1 sounds less gay) had a convo about women, girls, "bitches&sisters", and in the process he intro'd a new concept to myself that i had malled over in my symblinal a few times, and tried to connect but could never seem to complete. He threw me off @ first cuz he said..."i'll fuck like...any bitch, as long as she look better den me!" (i paused, stale face) i had to think about it 4 a second, but he explained, i got it, moved on, and now added to it... (for those who's jus as slow as me) he ment as long as he dont look like he's the "CATCH" in the situation den it may be a go...
Now i thought about this and finally could complete my thought.
Niggas have always said my 'standards' are too hiGH...maybe because i've always lowkey tried to go for the GOLd so to speak...u know "imma sinner, hoes is boogers and i plan to pick a winner"..... yeah, as i've got older i've entertained the thought of dem ninjas being right, though coniderin the echalan of cat dat i hold myself to and maintain, i've always thought i was bein reasonable (nice dude, nice dreams, quite clean...) but i know we'd both be keepin' it in focus goin by this...
If in the "Girl World" your girl, dat braud or a chick u pursuin' ,is considered uglier than you strictly by the industry 'standards' amongst their peers?...then you bogus
-or-
If in the "Guy World"...THEN YOU BOGUS
i feel like dis goes well wit many a philosophy on da subject, & we dont wanna keep sassin each other out here thinkin' we're wat we not, holdin' out for the unrealistic not knowing we aint workin wit too much of shit (ladies?)...or dont be where what we call ourselves lookin' 4 be @...
of course deres only so much u can learn in the time it takes 4 u to determine whether u'll hit somebody or not but, mind you...i consider how a chicken dress (like overall appearance), how she conduct herself in private (& in public) as well as her intelligence level in my choices now-a-days DISCLAIMER{subject to skew dependin' on what role i intend 4 her to play...0 games involved tho}

Smoke This....it'll make you feel better baby.

now-a-days im realiiizin' bitches don't get it either/
we condemn, but really whyyy we even frown @ da skeezer/
maybe-she-know what she want from liiife & niggas jus tend to teaser/
breakin' laws we caring whyyy she served many-a subpeona/..."thumbleana"
to da hiiiway hitchhike-up-skirts/
disperse...after squirts (thinkin' watever works) to her dats jus a flirt/
imeresed...in the merch, might "mur mur"-der she wrotes/
the cooch...like the truth & she know dat shit hurts/
what cums first?...
(the egg or da chicken?...da lead or da diction?...)
Its Sunday man im jus feelin' a sorta way......a lil' (y)mellow high sittin right on my forhead & shit......kinda suede

Maybe - Jay-Z

He back @ It...

Another Gross 1...
(see: http://ayodejisopayme.blogspot.com/2008/12/ill-not-first-to-post-butwell-worth-any.html)


"pull em' out the gutter, let the nigga make some money"

Sccssfl3...tHE "Thank YoU & UR WeLcome" mixtape...(part 1. "Ppreciate It")

So the tape is here (http://www.zshare.net/download/57589873440c4f7b/) to whom it may concern...its actually 30 tracks total...split up into Pt. 1 "ppreciate It" and Pt. 2 "But of Course..."heres the first drop...u can download it, share it, host it, boast it, post shit (about it)...watever...jus direct em' to where u found it....................shouts to everybody who helped...shouts to myself, Culture Club waddup!
"my inegritys been kept, shouts to da socially inept"

My Nigga Keyzo

Self Explanatory...
1 World Hip Hop Championship
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SccssfL......Part 2

(floating sumwhere over 76th & Cottage)...it went sumthing like this>>>ME: "...iont give a fuck! i've been rappin' for 10 years, im only 19 but i aint got shit to show 4 it...i been shittin on niggas thrice my age since 13 and now more than ever i feel like i need to make moves...im in the background & we know too many niggas "lowkey" to not be gettin heard!...what u not thinkin about is dat dont nobody give a fuck about you, but YOU! and if u can put yo shit on da backburner like dat dis den i question you musically...for da 1st time my nigga." P: "naw nigga im just tryna do shit the right way! you right...we aint got no recognition from dis music shit like we deserve but we aint in da position to do shit how we should be...the only thing we got dats tangible iiis dis (blankety blank) shit...and we in da position to actually do sum shit wit dis!...and iont give no fuck If i gotta wait to BLOW wit dis shit in order to come out the right way!? den so be it...da music game like u said is comin' back to sum real shit, but dis shit in chicago!? is FUCKED...& iont know about you...but i aint finna be like all dese Crumb Ass Niggas 'Holdin', bein on sum gay shit, just to get on...you gone have to compromise dA Fuck out yoself to do it out here right now, witout no platform to launch off of...or you gone have to be alongside dese 'gooey' ass niggas dAts tryna be on sum other shit and still get misconstrued in the process...so until i can do dis shit, wit no "scene junky" shit witout all dis excess syce, no! im not comin' out...imma cultivate da shit we got, and den da niggas dat know me...or can identify wit who i am from dis real shit right here...den imma do da shit...FuLL force..." (i then shut the fuck up) dA ninja was right. My team got too much integrity to jus jump in the sesspool of a ring we got in my city now...nobody is on...iont give a fuck who you think you is or were... da niggas dat been around, aint nowhere...& da 1's dat are, (another comp sass lead to the rest of this post being cutoff) but flaws & all
Mixtape drops on wed

Proffesional (track) produced by BiG Marcus 2.mp3 - Yo"