Everyday is compound w/ summa the same realizations. "Things will never be the same, bitches aint shit, niggas is bitches, keep your friends close & your enemies closer, shit aint what it seems" etc...
but w/ all that having been said, i noticed people rarely question the things that actually make you your own person. "Life is a bumpy road" something we all know, from the silverspoons to the houseless, & i wonder..."what makes you so special?" what makes the majority so blissfully and arrogantly exempt from even answering the most basic cornerstones of life for themselves?...
@GOD BODY. You call yourself a (ex.) "christian" right?... NAW NIGGA... thats your parents path... im talkin bout YOU!... mufuckas rarely have an answer for that, or cant give a str8 one... and thats FINE... be ok with it! but dont be so confident/complacent with suckin down tradition, whether it be from your family or what you learn from society/your homies. YOU dont know...cool, find out...who, what, when, where, how (& most important) why?... why do YOU think that? what do YOU believe? FTR in every religion there are ancient occurances that all boil down to a story w/ a moral undertone, like..."be chivalrous", "treat people how you want to be treated" etc... all of which were passed down verbally or via scripts & are supposed to make us better humans, its puttin you up on game, "the game of life"essentially, & thats the lesson(...the beauty of it all). But whens the last time you heard a story that was as accurately described as it occured? NEVER! yo bestfriend cant even tell you exactly how a fight went down, but your willing to trust your parents, who trusted their parents, who trusted your ancestors, who have been trusting the powers that be since your lineage began...and your confident in that relayed message? (let alone the fact that if we all were judged as harshly as intended by the content of those folktales, none of us would reach heaven) My point is to "utilize your easel", dont follow blindly (or "...leave it blank"). U'll know how u really feel... & it'll clear u up some.
b) "What It Look Like?".... i started with my last point to convey the clouding abilities of other peoples intentions, it alters the authenticity of "jus living". It becomes niggas frontin, & protectin frontin wit woofin, and protectin woofing with lying, and then {cowardly} defending lying. People in every walk of life have what they commune with, that they choose to live in some sort of harmony with, and without blinking would say that they "know" this person with the intention to mean that you're "aware of the truth of something (/someone in this case); have a belief or faith in something; regard as true beyond any doubt"....now considering what you "know" about how people are, how many people would you really say you "know"? all bullshit aside... Yet people put themselves in social situations where (even if you don't) your entrusting these people with your well being via giving them the benefits of being considered someone you "know"(even if you don't)... Your guilty by association... in crime, punishment, class & quality. So dont get it fucked up, when we look at them (whoever ur around the most) THATS YOU... We may have alot in common & we may not think about it, but we all have different intentions...(the 2 are not related) even with the people that we call friends.
¢. Nuff dollars make sense... Your Interests, different than everyones, even your friends, how bout your society? Government? if you cant come to a civilized understanding your supposed to be able to agree to disagree right? so do you feel free to disagree with public opinion or standards in society? We're all "individuals", "exclusive", "unique"... so whats the likelihood of one to disagree with the "status quo" of (any or all) things?
....nigga