Friday, September 24, 2010

Whats The Science

Everyday is compound w/ summa the same realizations. "Things will never be the same, bitches aint shit, niggas is bitches, keep your friends close & your enemies closer, shit aint what it seems" etc...

but w/ all that having been said, i noticed people rarely question the things that actually make you your own person. "Life is a bumpy road" something we all know, from the silverspoons to the houseless, & i wonder..."what makes you so special?" what makes the majority so blissfully and arrogantly exempt from even answering the most basic cornerstones of life for themselves?...


@GOD BODY. You call yourself a (ex.) "christian" right?... NAW NIGGA... thats your parents path... im talkin bout YOU!... mufuckas rarely have an answer for that, or cant give a str8 one... and thats FINE... be ok with it! but dont be so confident/complacent with suckin down tradition, whether it be from your family or what you learn from society/your homies. YOU dont know...cool, find out...who, what, when, where, how (& most important) why?... why do YOU think that? what do YOU believe? FTR in every religion there are ancient occurances that all boil down to a story w/ a moral undertone, like..."be chivalrous", "treat people how you want to be treated" etc... all of which were passed down verbally or via scripts & are supposed to make us better humans, its puttin you up on game, "the game of life"essentially, & thats the lesson(...the beauty of it all). But whens the last time you heard a story that was as accurately described as it occured? NEVER! yo bestfriend cant even tell you exactly how a fight went down, but your willing to trust your parents, who trusted their parents, who trusted your ancestors, who have been trusting the powers that be since your lineage began...and your confident in that relayed message? (let alone the fact that if we all were judged as harshly as intended by the content of those folktales, none of us would reach heaven) My point is to "utilize your easel", dont follow blindly (or "...leave it blank"). U'll know how u really feel... & it'll clear u up some.


b) "What It Look Like?".... i started with my last point to convey the clouding abilities of other peoples intentions, it alters the authenticity of "jus living". It becomes niggas frontin, & protectin frontin wit woofin, and protectin woofing with lying, and then {cowardly} defending lying. People in every walk of life have what they commune with, that they choose to live in some sort of harmony with, and without blinking would say that they "know" this person with the intention to mean that you're "aware of the truth of something (/someone in this case); have a belief or faith in something; regard as true beyond any doubt"....now considering what you "know" about how people are, how many people would you really say you "know"? all bullshit aside... Yet people put themselves in social situations where (even if you don't) your entrusting these people with your well being via giving them the benefits of being considered someone you "know"(even if you don't)... Your guilty by association... in crime, punishment, class & quality. So dont get it fucked up, when we look at them (whoever ur around the most) THATS YOU... We may have alot in common & we may not think about it, but we all have different intentions...(the 2 are not related) even with the people that we call friends.

¢. Nuff dollars make sense... Your Interests, different than everyones, even your friends, how bout your society? Government? if you cant come to a civilized understanding your supposed to be able to agree to disagree right? so do you feel free to disagree with public opinion or standards in society? We're all "individuals", "exclusive", "unique"... so whats the likelihood of one to disagree with the "status quo" of (any or all) things?

....nigga

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

¥O- #thuggy

Yo- THUGGY™ from Ayo on Vimeo.


MY 1ST VIDEO...
directED by: Only4theRare

™Art Of Living productions™

"THUGGY"- A pro-active/ introspective look into the life of a young man embracing and taking his inherent rebellious ideals and running with them for the greater good.

Monday, May 17, 2010

"SPITTEN MAGIC ON YOU SILLY WRABBITS"

as i type this i think of one particular monolouge a wise man once had


"In a world of sin and debachary a man like that has got to fall..."


I FIND MYSELF REACHING FOR CLARITY IN THE MIDST OF CALAMITY, A SITCOM SIZE SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS HAVE OCCURED SINCE MY LAST POST, TRUE TESTS OF CHARACTER ETC. ETC. (I'LL SPARE YOU THE DEVILISH DETAILS) BUT FRANKLEE, THE CASUALTIES WERE GREAT. LOST A MEMBER OF THE BRAND, ONE OF THE GUYS, RESPECT & A BRAUD IN THE SHUFFLE. THE INFRINGEMENT OF A FAMILY MEMBERS RIGHTS AND THE FAINT TRUST EXCHANGED AMONGST "MEN" WERE THE SPOILS. AN INNATE NEED TO TEST FATE/EGO TRIPPIN I SUPPOSE... MOVING FORWARD... LOYALTY HAS BEEN THE TOPIC BUZZIN THRU THE STREETS FOR MONTHS NOW... THE FACT THAT BITCHES COME AND GO, & MOST TIMES WE DONT KNOW IF THEY COMIN' OR GOING IS BOUT A PRIME CUT FROM THAT SCRIPT, BE THAT AS IT MAY, LOYALTY AINT JUST AN IDEAL, ITS A VERB, & ITS DEFINED BY ACTION... WHICH SEEMS TO CAUSE A CONFILT OF INTEREST FOR THE FAINT OF HEART WHEN FACED WITH THE FACT THAT "EVERBODY WANTS TO BE APART OF SOMETHING" IF YOU DONT HOLD ENOUGH STOCK IN WHAT YOU HAVE??? TIME TO JUMP SHIP... ATTACH/IDENTIFY YOURSELF TO/WITH ANOTHER "WARM"(MOIST) ENVIRONMENT & RIDE THE WAVE. BUT ALLIEGENCE DONT MAKE LOVE, ITS THE OTHER WAY AROUND, FAMILY OR OTHERWISE... (QUITE SURE NONE OF MY OLD HOES KNEW THAT) JUS HAD TO BURY ANOTHER RELA- #OFFTHESTRENGTH OF THE SAME PRINCIPAL...YET ANOTHER CHOICE IN THE GAME OF LIFE, THOUGH SOME CAN CHOOSE TO REMAIN NEUTRAL. BUT ITS ALL A LEARNIN' EXPERIENCE AND ME BEING APART OF SOMETHING IN MY OWN RIGHT, I RECOGNIZE I TOO ATTACH MYSELF TO WHAT I AM 'PERPETUALLY' APART OF...."THE MOVEMENT" & ONCE THE DUST SETTLES WE LEARN WHAT WE CAN FROM THE DEBRIS & MOVE ON...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Saturday, February 13, 2010

#"AyodejiSoPayMe.blogspot.com"

the blog hosted

& blog based mixtape

"AyoDejiSoPayMe"

is droppin this Presidents Day...

look for the joint on... it'll be available on a number of internet outlets (usershare, twitter, myspace, youtube, <> datpiff, and MidwestMixtapes.com) to be exact <<< thirsty) and it was all executed in ManiacMuzicLab. #shoutout to ManiacMuzicGroup, Trop, JustPay, Flaw V, HighwayHenno, Chasebanks & datether.

(leaks posted here later..)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Listen...

I'm still lab bound... the bday just passed & there's evil afoot..

20 is definately different... im truthfully noticing new problems, new ways to get it, and a newley discovered nack to innovate the lane i been harvesting since i guess 9...

"...Call me a son of a gun, more of a son of a knife/

so the older that i get the hotter cuts that I slice.../

through my lungs, like an inhaler, expand on vowels/

I can- an i'm -able on tracks to leave yo body devoured/

while im steady writing, soon run outta 70 sheets/

so i'll +add 26, then i can write on my street/......."